Friday, June 26, 2009

Orchard Central

O.o........
Past few daes nver update my blog liao..
wad i've been doin leii....( Juz lazy to update)=p
Btw, Mornin, Everyone=D

Ytd went shoppin wif my mei and her bf (*we often go out in 3..& dat make miie looks like a big big lithebulb)=P
Okae, back to the story, we went to Plaza Sing to get something to filled our stomach. After much discussion, we decided to eat "Mac". Full of pple was our 1st thots. We waited for quite a few mins b4 gettin a seat near the entrance of Mac. We ordered Fries, drinks and Hamburger. ( Look veri rich sia)....
After fillin our stomach, we den proceed on to our nxt destination - Orchard.

Been quite a long tyme didn't went to Orchard, I dun even noe dat there is a new shoppin outlet in Orchard -Orchard Central. Hahaha=D. Mayb it is a new shoppin mall, dere aren't much shop outlets and pple in dere. I rmb dere was a shop called "More den Words". Sales Assistant was needed and it was a 5-dae per week Job. Actualli, wan go in dere for a interview but duno if i m up to it anot. So...Haix...Try other job 1st=P

Dat's was all for now. Will continue to update more nxt tyme.

Monday, June 22, 2009

Journey to Malaysia.

Yozz...
Mornin...All my Fr3ns...
I juz come back frm Malaysia...HAHAHAHA...Finally Back to S'pore!!
Now i m back, 1st thing to do is to UPDATE my BLOG..
LOL..
Actualli, kinda miss my bf when i m in Malaysia.
Duno how he's doin over here..
LOL..
I oso miss all my dear frens..although my frens hav decreased to a miserable 3 or 4, but at least they r true frens.
(PS: Juz dat i miss my BF more LAA)

Now back to S'pore, gt loads of things waitin 4 miie to complete.
Nd to buy a NEW HP, nd to UPDATE my blog, nd to FIND WORK and mani more...
I went Malaysia for over a week plus,
Slackin & doin nthin...Juz eat, watch, slp..(Like the kind of lifestyle equivalent to PIG)^^

My mummy sure noe it is quite borin 4 us to stay at my grandma's house,
cuz no comp to online, no VCD or DVD player to let us watch VCD/DVD.
Dat's y she ask my cousin to bring miie and my sis out...
HAHAHAHA^^

So they drive us to a popular place in Malaysia called Tanga Bay(Duno if it is the correct spellin anot).
My cousin say it is a well-known place 4 couple, cuz they say at nithe, the place will be filled with couple.
I guess should be barhx..though i nver saw one.
LOLXX..
Den they drive us around, kinda Similar to SIGHT-SEEING.
They bring us to eat the Hamburger dat the sultan dere hav eat be4.
Den we went to buy some accessories etc.
Actualli, not we buy, should be they buy.
LOL...

They oso introduce a clubbin place dat they frequently patronize.
I juz not dat interested in those kind of Nithelife, so we nver went into dere.
Lolxx..
After dat, my cousin drive miie back to our grandma's house.
So, the conclusion is i didn't enjoy myself alot leii..
Lolxx..

So i juz play the PSP that another cousin of mine lend to miie.
Play the game - Final Fantasy till the dae i come back frm Malaysia.
k laa...
Nxt tyme cai update more..
Lolxx...

Friday, June 12, 2009

Dampen Moods....

Mornin to all My Fr3ns,
Feelin quite tired todae, cuz wake up quite early.

Ytd my mei and her bf went to the zoo,
Wan go along too, but i gt an injury, so its kinda hard for miie to tagged along.
I think they enjoyed themselves quite well.
And i was realli abit envy of them.HAHAHA

After the zoo excursion, My mei and her bf msg miie to c if i wana meet them at AMK Hub. As dere is nothin to do at home, I agreed. The bus,159, was crowded wif pple, but it is lucky dat i dun nid to stand the whole journey. I asked them to wait for miie at AMK MRT Station and i think they do wait quite long. (*Psps)

I brought food frm home for my mei to eat, juz in case she hungry, But it looks like they are quite full. We dunno where to slack and after much discussion, we decided a venue ~ Plaza Sing.

We went to PS to shop and find out that most of the stores are havin Big Sales. One of the clothes outlets were filled wif Shoppers. Do eu all noe y? Cuz a hot pants in that shop cost $5 each. Hahaha. All clothes sold there were below $20. No wonder so many customers la.. I didn't brought anithin, cuz the hot pants doesn't hav my fav col ~ Black. Lolxx

We shop till ard 9pm and i have a sudden urge to go to Bugis. So, off we go to our next Destination ~ Bugis. Upon arrivin, we went to our frequent hangout outlet, 77th Street. I brought a White Tees frm dere and it cost miie $26.90. Wah..Kinda Ex..But bo bian leii, Cuz i thot there gt discount, turn out dat particular outlet dun hav=(

One more thing, the salesgal asked miie this question which i find it quite odd.
" Do euu noe how to speak Chinese?"

My mei, her bf and miie was taken aback when she asked tis question. If i duno how to speak in chinese, den wad language did i communicate wif her easlier. LMAO...My mei den tell her i am a Singaporean. Cuz dat salesgal thot i was a Foreigner. My mei bf den say dat mayb she think i m a Japanese. LMAO...

After dat, the salesgal continue to speak wif miie. Mayb due to the fact that she is a China gal, her chinese sound abit weird? Cuz i dun understand a single word she say. She juz keep on Nagggggin on and on and on and on.... I was plannin to tell her dat i dun understand wad she was tryin to say, But there was no chance for miie to interrupt. So.....On and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on she goes.....I think she speak to miie for about 15mins to 20 mins...

And she was tryin to persuade miie to be a member of 77th Street. LOL...She juz keep on repeatin abt the benefits i get if i sign up for a membership. WTH! After she was done wif, i told her dat i do not wan to join...LOL..I think she muz be thinkin wad a waste of tyme talkin to miie..HAHAHAHAHHAA

I suggested goin home by bus, though it would be a one hr plus journey for us, but at the thot of goin to squeeze wif the pple in the train, Bus would be a better idea for us. LOL...

We went to the upper deck of the bus and found a seat quite rithe behind. My mei was wonderin why all seats was occupied except the last two seats. Who cares so much? Gt seat can lerhx...Lol... Behind miie was a Malay Couple. They looked quite mature, sureli older den miie. Mayb ard 20 plus to 30. Okaes, hack care. I take out my ipod and listen to my songs. I was enjoyin my music and lookin at the scenery when i noticed dat the couple behind was puttin their leg up against the chair. WTH! it was quite uncomfortable cuz they keep makin the chair. Can't those 2 MALAY PIGS JUZ SIT as per normal. At last, i can't tolerate it so i changed seats. STUPID PIGS. Duno izzit becuz they hav too little space for them to kiss and hug or wad. But if they wN DO ALL DAT STUFF, can wait till they reached home den do. F*** lorhxx..

Thursday, June 11, 2009

Argh!!!!!

Long tyme nver update my blog le,
Been quite busy lately,
But now i m Back lerhx,
HAHAHAHA

Busy wif wad lately leii....
Dun wana tell euu all..HAHAHA

Wana watch the movie "Drag Me To Hell", But nobdy pei wo go watch leii...
Haix...Sad T_T
LMAO...

Den ytd on the way back home in mrt, saw one couple standin opposite miie, Huggin and Kissin..WTH! Say not envy is lyin de laa, but dun nid to kiss in the mrt barhx..Its abit ..........

Still gt wad leii..Let miie recall back..Oh yeah, another tyme in mrt wif my mei and her bf, on the way home too. Heard 2 gals discussin abt their tyme wasted while travellin to sch. Den this gal, a POLY student tell her fren dat ITE student are WORTHLESS. WTH!! Stupid Lorr..Dat poly gal gone to Poly think she veri clever liao lor, still dare to say ITE students r worthless..Not all ITE Students are Worthless de lorr. This is wad i often say. Some Gals pretty oso no use, The inner beauty is DAMM ugly. Duno y Guys like Pretty Gurls.

For miie, Average is enuff. Standard cannot too high de..And for one thing if euu all DUNO, I HATE Handsome Guys and PRETTY gals. All the pretty gurls i came across hav a reallli ugly HEART, Juz dat they duno, still think they r pretty.

Oh yeah, suddenly recall this incident dat took place when i was goin back my previous ITE sch to collect cert. I went to the sch wif my mei bf, cuz we were goin to fetch her when she end her lesson. * BTW, my mei and miie study in the same ITE.
After collectin my Graduatin Cert, i ask my mei bf to help mi look after my belongin while i go to the Ladies.

Guess wad happen? when i was in the toilet, i saw my mei's classmates ~ THE 3 IRRITATIN POWERPUFF GURLS. Dats their nick given by miie and my fren. Okaes, this was alrdy quite annoyin, cuz i noe wad they goin to do NXT, playin the CHILDISH game of switchin off the Washroom's Light. True enuff, after they left the toilet and i went into the cubicle, they switch off the light and on again. WTF!! Damm Childish lorr. Noe they hate miie la...I oso hate Them la...But dun play this kind of SILLY acts leii.. Soooo CHILDISH. Feel like givin them a tight slap on their face!!But for the sake of my mei, i nid to tolerate wif them. Who ask my mei so sway, same class as them. Aiya...Dun talk abt them liao, Everytyme talk abt them..willllllllllllllllllllll belike goin to the VOLCANO.

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

最近刚拍的照。。




我最近刚拍的照片。。哈哈。。
是不是很自恋呢??
哈哈






Tuesday, May 19, 2009

Incomplete Luv

在此, 我想与大家分享一篇由一名外号“妮妮”的15岁gal写的文章。。。

以下是她的感情故事。。。


人生里有着很多的无奈

其中一个就是爱情的不完美

很多人有着不同的爱遭遇

他们都有着自己的爱情童话故事。。。

一半的是以完美的童话故事结局。。。

但不幸的是一半的以上的人是以悲惨的爱情故事而结束。。。

也许庆幸的恋人是不会了解这些悲惨的爱情故事。。

这段不完美的爱情故事要从一年前说起。。。。

记得在一个满天星空的夜晚, 我们在一片无际的草原上许下诺言。。。


那天起我们就这样在一起, 我们一起看电影, 约会, 买东西。。。等许多的事。

你对我很体贴, 很温柔, 很爱护我, 疼爱我, 让我觉得自己好像是童话里的公主
一样的幸福。

我还以为这段美好的童话爱情可以长久,

一直到我们老为此。

但老天却阻挡了我们的去路,

让你在一场车祸中。。。。。死了。。。

当时的我吓哭了,

因为你是为我买礼物途中丧命的。。。

一听你妈妈跟我说时,

我呆住了,

我的童话世界瞬间变了黑白色,

以前。。。

色彩缤纷的颜色瞬间消失了。

整个人呆了的我,

不知道该怎么办?

只想哭,
我不能接受这个事实。。。他们却说你死了。

你为了帮我买这双鞋子而丧命了,

我宁愿不要这双鞋,

我只要你回到我身边。。

但已经太迟了,

你的手机里还这样写着:

“亲爱的,抱歉我走了。

我一开始就知道这辆车,有问题。

因为今天是你生日必须买你爱的礼物给你,

就驾了这辆车。

一开始我已经做好了准备,

随时都有可能出意外,

对不起,

不能陪你。

不过,

你今年的15岁生日,

这份礼物是对不起你的礼物吧!

虽然我的生命已画上了休克, 但我已经很开心了,

有你这位爱我的人。

我很幸运, 对不起!我走了。。。”

一看完这信息,

我哭了。。。。

我的泪水好像流不完似的。。。

一直流。。。。

你买的这双鞋我还留着到一年后的今天,

也就是你的忌日。。。

每当一想到一年前的事,

我就很惭愧,

要不是我你就不会这样了。。

读完了这篇故事,

我也哭了。

感人的故事。。。

让我一辈子都会记得。。。

要分享的一句话。。。

朋友。。。。最近过的还好吗??
又是我啦。。。
这些日子发生了很多事情。。。。
让我开心的。。也有让我伤心的。。

最近读过一本小说。。
里头有句话是这样写的。。。

“人或许可以爱很多次,
然而只有一个人,
可以让你,
笑得最美丽,
哭得最伤心。”

这句话真的很有意识,
我当然很喜欢。

我想与我所有的朋友们分享这句话,
也希望他们能从中了解这句话所要表达出的含义。

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

Fallin in luv...

Hi, Fr3ns...
Sorri 4 not updatin my blog recently...
Cuz i m busy findin a private sch...
Lolxxx..

Juz finish upload music video into blog...
If u all hav the tyme, can sit down n listen to them..
They r all my fav music video..& I realli enjoy them vry much..
Lolxx...

I think i m in love again..
But i m scared this relationship will end up like the rest..
I m realli scared to fall in luv..
But mayb if u realli like someone,
You will realli become stupid,
Doin alot of foolish things..
N laughin to ur ownself.
This r all signs to prove dat u r in luv...

Tis will be my 10th relationship...
But i m still quite scared...will my true luv realli appear??
Aniway...wish mi luck...
lolxxx

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

一位已经死去的17岁少女的刻骨铭心的爱情创作 - 最后一次

在我最后一次
闭上眼睛之前
我想对你说
我爱你
在你怀里
舍不得放弃
心里有千言万语
还没说给你听

我使劲全力
不想闭上眼睛
这次告别就不能再相遇
不能再陪你
但不要忘记
你曾经答应我你会好好活下去

我先走了
去了好远的地方
不能再陪你看日出
等不到天亮

所有回忆
过去
却并不容易
生死由天决定
不要太伤心

在我最后一次
闭上眼睛之前
我想对你说
我爱你
在你怀里
舍不得放弃
心里有千言万语
还没说给你听

我使劲全力
不想闭上眼睛
这次告别就不能再相遇
不能再陪你
但不要忘记
你曾经答应我你会好好活下去

ho ho...

在我最后一次
闭上眼睛之前
我想对你说
我爱你

在你怀里
舍不得放弃
心里有千言万语
还没说给你听

我使劲全力
不想闭上眼睛
这次告别就不能再相遇
不能再陪你
但不要忘记
你曾经答应我你会好好活下去

我永远爱你

Saturday, April 25, 2009

Flashin Memories - My thoughts...

H3llo, Fr3ns.
It's me again=)

Tis one week, i spent alot of tymes thinkin abt all the things tht happened in my life.
Sad to say, most of them r sad Memories.T_T
Till now, i realli regretted breakin off wif my 3rd ex.
Though i noe we cld last long 2gether, but i chose to let it end within one mth.
I noe i love him and i noe he love mi too...
So now thinkin back, I realli regretted it.
However, it's no use regrettin.
Life has to move on, We hav to move on.
I will wish him the best of luck in watever he do=)

Frens say i hav to changed.
I oso noe i hav to changed - Frm the worse to the Better.
I noe it's impossible in such a sht period,
But wif determination,
I believe i can do it=)
Jia you ba..

Somethings in life, no matter how much we wan to grab hold of it,
It will still slip thru our fingers.
Y??
That's becuz it means tht those things does not belong to us.
It applies same to a relationship.
If we keep on holdin back onto a person tht doesn't belong to us,
Wat's the use?
Letting go - is another way of LUV.
Tht's y i chose to let go.
Frens always ask mi y i doesn't feel sad after a break-up.
Its not i dun feel sad,
It is becuz i do not wan my frens n family to worri abt mi.

Sometymes alone in my room at nithe,
All those memories wif my ex will flash back in my mind,
And the nxt moments,
I was cryin.
But...they do not noe.
All my ex doesn't noe.
They insist tht i do not luv them.
It's ..... mayb we hav diff mindset tht causes the break-up.

Whenever i wan to be serious in a relationship,
Guys will chose to let it go.
They will step back n say:
"We Break Ba" or " Let's be frens, I think we r not suitable" all these stuffs.
I hav alrdy fallen frm them.
How cld we be frens back again?
I nver tell them,
I respect their decision.
Wat's the point?
Nthin will change. The endin will still b the same.
Every relationship i been thru,
It's always the same endin.

Now,
I finalli realise true luv is hard to find.
I leave it all to fate.
I onli wan to concentrate on findin a job and on my studies.
Though private sch is hard to study,
But i believe i can do it=)
Cuz i hav the determination now^^

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

Suckin dae for mi=(

Now playin...
[A Shoulder To Cry On] by Tommy Page..
Heard before tis song??
It can be found on my playlist..
I like tis song..
The lyrics was well-written and was quite touchin...

Last two dae was quite suckin dae 4 mi..
Head feelin dizzy and vomit...
Lucky, now was slightly better...
Mummy actualli wan brin mi go c doctor...
But i dun wana trouble them..
cuz it is in the middle of the nithe..
The taxi fare and the emergency fees...all nds $$
I tell them i feelin better...
Mayb after a slp, i will feel much more better..
But the dae after..
Still felt unwell...
Dun wan to tell them..
Cux i noe lter They will be worried..

I realli felt touched when all my frens showered concern to mi...
though we r not realli close frens..
But i feel rather happi..
Lolxx..
Ok la,
Write till here le..
wana go eat lunch le..
Or else lter gastric again..
Lolxx.

Monday, April 13, 2009

My whole bloody day

Ytd went to Bishan Ite to collect something frm my fren.
It was a hot afternoon and my mei n mi had to walk a long way to reach the sch..
Although wif my caps on, i still felt damm hot sia..
Arghh!!

Den my mei says she wan to go simei ite to fetch her bf..
Lolxx..
So i agreed lor..
Lolxx....But before that, we went J8 to get some takeover fd to filled my empty stomach..
Like this, den won't hav gastric pain again..
hahaha

But den her bf called and say he has end....so we finalli decided to meet at PLaza Sing...
We went dere and walk for hours juz to search for a POSB Machine..
Lolxx...
Cuz we had not enuff cash to eat..
LOL..
We went to Level 4 to consult one of my fren and he told us that we juz nd to go to basement 1..DBS Bank..and we can find it..
HAHAHA
After that, we went to eat Pizza Hut..(one of our hangout place)
The whole amt was $27.85..Quite ex leh..
Feel so bad cuz my mei's bf treat us everytyme we eatT_T

Den we went to orchard and shop......
actualli oso not shop...
is go dere walk walk lor..
Den suddenly think of my ex...
Last tyme we oso used to walk dere...
Haixx..
But past is past le..
Talk abt it oso no use le..
Haixxx

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Causeway Pt




































Tis is taken @ Pizza Hut @ Causeway Pt. Lolxx..

Y nver take the food?? Cuz we hav finished the fd..

Lolxx










Friday, April 10, 2009

Buy...Buy...Buy....

Ytd went Causeway Pt again,
Lolxx..
Go 77th street & buy a cap(black and pink mixed).
That cap alone cost mi $27.90.
Lolxx..Quite ex to mi....T_T
Den after dat headed to Plaza Sing to buy clothes, At the same tyme, go dere meet my secondary sch frens
Lolxxx

Buy that clothes, a black tees alone cost mi $29.95
Lolxx..
It is frm 77th Street too..
Lolxx.
Den actualli plan to go kovan eat dinner..
But one of my frens too tired liao,
So we decide havin take away instead of eatin dere.
LOLxx...
For mi, I had my dinner at home..
Nver joined them eat..
Lolxx..

Recently, alot of things to settle..
Haixx..
Makin mi too stress...
So hav to find a place to relac....

My frens say i wear that caps wif black tees and black hot pant realli vry kawaii..
That i duno...hahaha
But she say i realli look japanese...
Lolxx..
Juz that i dun think so leh..
Lolxx..

Btw, Juz create a new playlist..
Muz listen wor...n gif some comments...
Lolxx..

Thursday, April 9, 2009

77th street

Ytd went Plaza Sing and Vivo wif my mei & her bf..
Lolxx..
=(
I realli looks like Lithebulb lor..
Lolxxx..
and is a big lithebulbT_T

Went dere to c if dere is any shirts or jeans i can buy...
Wow...
it is reall ex lor..
Not enuff $$ to buy all my fav stuffs
Lolxxx...

The dae be4,
went to woodland..
Buy a black tees frm 77th Street.
Den we oso try out a few choices of caps..
My mei n her bf say i look quite emo if i wear the cap...
Lolxx...
duno??
Mayb i m that emo...Who noes??
Lolxx..

Everytyme if i hav the chance to go shoppin,
I will bound to go to 77th Street,
Cuz i like all the stuff dere..
Lolxx...
But the problem is dere de clothes all quite ex leh..
LOL

Den now still findin jobs..
Mayb i shld try out those retail shop..
Lolxx..
But still waitin 4 the poly result,
If realli canot..
Mayb realli nd go study private leT_T
sad sia..
Haixxx

A new Blogskin^^

Hahaha
finalli change my blogskin le..
lolxxx
Searchin 4 so many dae..
Den finalli find one J-Rox..
Lolxx..
Cool ba??
Hahahaha

Juz now readin the e-pop magazine that i juz brought,
read one of the story written by a 15 yr old gal frm Malaysia.
After readin it,
Realise i was cryin...
Noe y??
Coz the story realllllllllllllllllllli Vry sad lor...
I hope that everyone can cherish their bf/gf well...
Dun wait till u lose it n den regret.
Haixx...

Monday, April 6, 2009

Lesson thru lives

Haizz...
Now start lookin for jobs le...
I think poly gone case liao..
Too many pple..
so not much vacancies left...
All becoz of those tis yr "o" level lor..
Sway....

Now listening to Luo zhi xiang song...[Di Er Shun Wei]
It's quite a nice song..quite sad...suitable for mi this emo...T_T

Den last fri went to causeway point..kena get "pang sei" by my this "fren",
Actualli i realli vry angry de lor,
I reached causeway den tell mi can't mit mi liao,
Den wat am i supposed to do dere sia.
Borin sei. Nthin much to shop.
Too early go home,
mummy sureli suspicious de lor.
But if dun go home, den where to slack?

That tyme realli angry, but wat's more den angry...
Is Disappointed.
Actualli i buy one present for my that "fren" le,
But it is pointless la.
I oso duno when den can gif him,
So....the present goes into the dustbin.

Sometymes, no matter how much u love a person or a particular item,
U juz hav to gif it up.
Coz mayb it doesn't belong to u.
I oso hope i can find true happiness...
But the more i wan..
The chances of getting it is realllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll HARD!!

To mi, happiness is too far-stretched.
The more i wan to grab hold of it, the more i lose it.
Now,
i hav learned le..

I learn to gif up,
I learn to let go, though it hurts.
I learn that happiness which i want is the most hardest to get.
In life, u realli hav to been thru diff stages to show that u hav grown up.
In relationship, it is oso the same.
Everyone will sureli gets hurts in a relationship,
But u oso will learned something frm it.
That's when u can finalli say that u have loved someone truely be4..

It's all depend on fate.

Friday, April 3, 2009

SadT_T

Graduate frm ite...
Gotten my 4th term results...
Scored average average onli...
A cumulative GPA of 3.2 onli...
Sad sia=(

Den juz now c my poly application..
it is unsuccessful..
haizz..
Looks like luck realli not on my side lorT_T

Actualli can't say upset...
coz can predict le la..
Now lookin for part-tyme job lor..
Hope can earn some $$ le lor..
Den can go private study...
Haizzz...

But juz nd someone by my side ....
Juz that each tyme i m sad...nobdy is dere for mi..
Y??Y??
Haizz....

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

Wang Zi and Xiao Le

Went to buy "ePop"...
Heard before this magazine??

Lolxx...



Well, it is a magazine that gt lots & lots of N3WS frm all over...

I mean, News of ur FAV idols...

LOLXXX...



Actualli, other den J-Rock & Visual Kei,

I oso like TVXQ, Bang Bang Tang and Mo Fan Qi Bang...

I was readin this magazine when i come across This idol called "Xiao Le".

He is frm a Taiwanese Group called " Mo Fan Qi Bang"

Wat makes mi notice him leh...Hahaha

That is becoz i find him "cute"

LOLxxxxxx



Here is some of his pics and some pics of "Wang Zi" frm "Bang Bang Tang"

Lolxxx...


Wang Zi and Xiao Xun



Xiao Le wor...Hahaha...Cute rithe??





Xiao Le












Wat is Love??

Love is....

Something NIC3,
Something SWEET.

Love is....

A skill that is L3ARN3D,
Not picked upon the STR33T.

However...

The one that TEACH3S how to Luv,
Often leaves out an important PART.

They dun teach how to FORGET,
And that leads to a BROK3N H3ART!!

Monday, March 16, 2009

New relationship

Todae juz went out...so tired..
lolxx....
Oh yeah...2ml mayb goin Far East buy clothes...
Lolxx..
Coz heard frm my fren that Far East gt sell Visual Kei clothes...But he say most of them r for guys...Sobxxx..Sobxx..

To add on, I oso felt quite happi todae...
Cozz............
I finalli had a serious relationship...
Not those kinds of Flings...
This tyme round..it is real.........

My baobei lao gong....Kelvin aka Heats...
Lolxx...
Love him.......though cannot gurantee that our love will last...
But i m goin to love him frm now onwards....
When he tell mi he lov mi............
I was realli touched...
Thogh happi...
But i was worried at the same tyme...
I m scared that this kind of happiness won't last long.......
But anyway...

I noe now...
that i m willin to change for his sake...
N i seriously hope that our love will continue on & on...
lolxx....

Saturday, March 14, 2009

Sianzzz...Sianzzzz......

Juz graduate frm ITE not long ago...Now tryin to find jobs...

But economy experiencin recession leh...hard to find............

Lolxxxx..

So everydae slack at home....

Playin online games...

n chattin in MSN....


Find frens go out leh...

Also vry vry vry hard...

coz they all workin.....

Arghhhhhh!!!!!

Y m i the onli one that is the most free de??

Haizzzz......


Now listenin to [Fever to Future] by GYM...

Duno if u noe this group??

They r frm Japan...and is a japanese boyband...

The members consist of 3 - Golf, Yamashita Tomohisa and Mike...

Most importantly...they r shuai ge lor..

Lolxxx.....


Below is a pic of Golf n Mike...Lolxx...They r brothers...real brothers...


Mi...


Lolxx..
This is taken before my exam..
lolxx....
Quite ugly ...lolxx

My mei n Mi

My mei n Mi....Taken at Bishan J8 de Toilet...
Lolxx...

Sentosa & Vivo City

Another col of the pillar...lolxxx...
The pillar at Vivo City.....Nice...??

View of Sentosa..Actualli, i am tryin to capture the song of the sea de..


But like vry hard to c sia....frm the pic.....






Hard to capture the sunset....Lolxxxxx




Sunset @ Sentosa.....Nice hor??





Another View...Wow...I like it...






My R3c3NT Pics







Friday, March 6, 2009

Home comp repair finally

Dammm Tired todae wor...
Went all the way down to Bugis street wif my mei n her bf....Lolxx...
Go dere to find my favourite punk emo tees...
but all r too sexy instead..
LOLxxx....

Btw...todae quite happi...
coz my home comp had been repair...
Hahahaha
Dun nd to slack liao....
Can juz play online games or go tagged, Friendster when i m feelin bored...
The feelin is vry great sia

But exam oso comin liao...
abit worried sia
coz haven studied yet
Lol....
Wish mi all the best of luck ya..

Friday, February 20, 2009

Yozz...
Long tyme nver log into blogger le....
coz been vry busy lately..
lolxx..

busy wif wat leh??
of coz with my sch projects lor...
lots n tons of projects to do...
WTF!!

lots of "sway" things happened to mi..
bf two-timer, get scolded by my fren for no reason
n teacher oso....duno la...all siao de!!

at first, quite angry wif my ex...
so fast gt new gf liao..
mayb he doesn't like mi at all
who noes...

den my fren, that fuckin auntie...
still dare scold mi fuck sia...
who does she think she is...
fuckin old auntie...
old liao...still wana act cute...she think she vry young meh...
act so much cute duno for who to c sia....
mayb for all those guys la..
fuckin...

how dares she scold mi...
i not so easily bullied by her de lor..
idoit old "auntie"

Thursday, January 22, 2009

Rumours

Todae dammm tired...
But had to go out...
Lolxxx...
So tired oso bo bian..
Lolxxx..

Duno y, goin to graduate, I shld feel more sad...
But i felt more happier instead..
Strange??
I duno leh....
Anw, Nthin to happi abt oso...
Coz mayb Feb want to go find jobs..
Lolxxx..
Coz cannot everytyme sit at home n slack sia...
Lolxxxx...
But.....the problem is....
I duno wan find wat jobs leh...
Sianzzz.....
Still hav to trouble over this thing#$%%@

Recently nver c him ard in sch ....
Duno y....i felt that our communication had decrease...
Y ar???
Can anybdy pls pls tell mi ar??
I noe we can't be lovers...But we still can be frens ...
Or izzit he scared that his fren or my classmates will anyhow spread rumours again??
All these i duno...
But i onli noe....
We could not be like before anymore...

If i knew this would happen,
I won't even start a relationship wif him...
I will wish that we would be like before...
There is Laughter, Secrets shared between us...
Now....
Wat is left is onli a friendly smile...
Haizzz....
Rumours could be quite dangerous sometymes....
So pls stop spreadin RUMOURS!!!
Juz shut the FUCK up!!
Mind ur own business=_=

Sunday, January 18, 2009

Let play a quiz...
Rmb oo...Muz reply...esp guys....
Lolxx...

Select a number from the given number which describe us
I will tell u the relation between u & M3

00, 21, 88, 72, 13, 24, 33, 99, 11

lolxxxx

Thursday, January 15, 2009

Show me the meaning of being lonely - Backstreet Boys

Show me the meaning of being lonely
So many words for the broken heart
Its hard to see in a crimson love
So hard to breathe
Walk with me, and maybe
Nights of light so soon become
Wild and free I could feel the sun
Your every wish will be done
They tell me...
Show me the meaning of being lonely
Is this the feeling I need to walk with
Tell me why I cant be there where you are
Theres something missing in my heart
Life goes on as it never ends
Eyes of stone observe the trends
They never say forever gaze
Guilty roads to an endless love
Theres no control
Are you with me now
Your every wish will be done
They tell me
Show me the meaning of being lonely
Is this the feeling I need to walk with
Tell me why I cant be there where you are
Theres something missing in my heart
Theres nowhere to run
I have no place to go
Surrender my heart, body and soul
How can it be youre asking me to feel the things you never show
You are missing in my heart
Tell me why I cant be there where you are
Show me the meaning of being lonely
Is this the feeling I need to walk with
Tell me why I cant be there where you are
Theres something missing in my heart
Sometimes - Britney Spears

you tell me you're in love with me
like you can't take your pretty eyes away from me
it's not that I don't want to stay
but evertime you come to close I move away
I wanna believe in everything that you say
cause it sounds so good
but if you really want me
move it slow
there's things about me you'll just have to know
sometimes I run
sometimes I hide
sometimes I'm scared of you
but all I really want is to hold you tight
treat you right
be with you day and night
baby all I need is time
I don't want to be so shy
uh-uh
but everytime that I'm alone I wonder why
I hope that you will wait for me
you see that you're the only one for me
I wanna believe in everything that you say
cause it sounds so good
but if you really want me
move it slow
there's things about me you'll just have to know
sometimes I run (sometimes)
sometimes I hide
sometimes I'm scared of you
but all I really want is to hold you tight
treat you right
be with you day and night
All I really want is to hold you tight
treat you right
be with you day and night
baby all I need is time
just hang around and you'll see
there's no one that I rather be
if you love me
trust in me
the way I trust in you
oh yeah
sometimes I run (sometimes)
sometimes I hide
sometimes I'm scared of you
but all I really want is to hold you tight
(hold ya tight)
treat you right
be with you day and night (day and night)
sometimes I run (sometimes)
sometimes I hide
sometimes I'm scared of you
but all I really want is to hold you tight
treat you right
be with you day and night (day and night)
all I really want is to hold you tight
be with you day and night
sometimes I run (sometimes)
Sometimes I hide
sometimes I'm scared of you
but I really want is to hold you tight
Todae juz upload a photo in my blog..
U all gt c??
Lolxx..
Lame sia..so big..of coz u all can c la..
lolxxx

Feelin angry inside mi..
My best buddies ignored mi....My sis get bullied by her classmates
Is this the life a gd person??
I realli duno..
When i c my mei get bullied...i m so sad...
I wan her to be happi..
Y those pple keep on bullyin her..??
F**K TO THM SIA..

Den my close fren...y did he stay away frm mi??
Do frendship last onli this long??
Haizz..
Realli Realli vry sad...
But there isn't anyone i could talk to..
Sometymes..i feel like dyin...

So many problems..
Y ar???????
Y everything need mi to decide...???
Y???????

How am i supposed to gif him an ans??
Izzit over between us???
I duno...
My mind in a mess..

MI AND MYSELF


MI =P

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

Problemss..

Ytd went to sengkang void deck there and slack wif one of my fren cum kor kor...
We were chatting abt lots of things..Duno y, i can easily communicate wif him..
He realli feels like a kor kor to mi...
Lolxx...
He is a gd guy, givin mi lots of advice to my problems...
Realli like him lots....(Dun be mistaken ar, like him as in he is my kor kor)
Lolxxx
Thnks 2 him 4 accompany mi this 2 dae...

Den now slacking in sch lor,
realli realli sianzz lor...
Gt this guy keeps askin mi go his house...
Still wan to help mi pay taxi fares...
Better dun go, duno him so well oso...

He keeps on expressin his love to mi ....i vry ugly de...duno y he like??
Strange.....strange...
N it is realli vry stressful when someone say they like u,...
Coz it is hard 4 u to make a decision...
I realli duno how to ans him...
ARGHHH!!!!!

dun think le la...
sianzz....

Monday, January 12, 2009

MiYaVi
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Viored Nagi
Viored Nagi Pictures, Images and Photos

HiRoTo
Hiroto. Legspread. HEE ~ Pictures, Images and Photos

Angry and confused...Heart in a mess!!

Staying in sch de student hub todae after lesson...
Lucky the lesson end le...
den i can blog..

So angry in sch todae...
My classmates are so sickening "F***" lor...
Teacher ask them to lend mi n one of my fren a Laptop to present or powerpt project..
but the whole class.....none of them is keen to lend us...
say wat our thumbdrive gt virus...
they themselves cai gt virus lor...
is BIG BIG VIRUS lor...
WTF!!

Dun lend jiu dun lend lor...
dun think they can afford to buy laptop ...they vry high class....
such an IDIOTIC class....I realli hate to be in the same class as them...
Y doesn't my dae look fine to mi??
Wanted to talk to someone...but realli dun hav...
Onli can keep it in my heart...
Everything that we do is like wrong de...
Feel like givin up everything...
coz it is realli too much for mi to handle...

Juz now a guy express his feeling to mi...
but i canot accept him...
coz to be exact..i think i gt bf le...
y think?? coz i duno izzit considered officially anot...
Haizzz..
but even if it is official...i oso won't be happi at all...
Juz that that guy will be happi...
he happi jiu hao le...

But am i doin the rithe thing??
I duno...
I juz dun wish to hurt another guy le...
coz i dun wan them to be like my ex ex ex bf, KH
If can turn back tyme...
I hoped i won't met KH
at least like that he now still can be vry happi...
I realli hurt him vry vry deep...
juz wanted to say sorri to him...
realli vry sorry...
hoped he can be happi now....

Sunday, January 11, 2009

KaYpo, Bastard and F***KER...I wan to say this to u all..GND!!

Now in sch...student hub..
so sianzz...
coz slackin here...
Y everdae oso like slackin de ....Sianz lor...

Todae saw my sis's classmates in student hub oso...
I realllllllllli dislike them,
Coz i find them vry Kaypo and they r the kind who will go n chat wif fren's bf de gals...
So F***Kin Shit lor!!!
Last tyme they oso gt aDD my ex in friendster...den keep on posting comments to him...
This i juz let it pass....Who noe they even aDD him in MSN!!
WTH!! Who the hell they are to aDD my ex in MSN...
Vry vry KAYPO lor...
Nver seen such a KAYPO before...
and is not one...Is three....
That makes it even more worse...

One of them aDD my mei's ex in friendster...
Den after my mei and her ex break up, this KayPo Kia go n send lots of testi to my mei's ex to sort of "console" him...
WTH!!
Gt bf le still such a flirt gal...
N my mei's ex oso is a bastard lor...
Scold my mei bitch ...den criticise my fren....
He think he vry handsome meh...
He is the most most ugliest person i seen on earth lor...
Rotten Egg
His fren...that F***KIN Gal oso la...
2 person go n rot la...
All is BADDI3S lor...

Write till here le...
will update u all more..
Lolxx...

I Cry - Chika Yuuri

I Cry - Chika Yuuri

Every night I find it's so hard to sleep
'Cause I keep thinking of you
And these feelings run deep
Oh baby Itry to hide
All these feelings for you
I keep them battled inside
I don't know what else to do
So I cry and nobody hears me
I cry,it's my only solution
I cry,to all this confusion
I cry, with all of my heart
I cry…

Sometimes I wonder
In the blink of my eye
Would you be willing to love me
Would you give it a try
I don't know how else to show you
That our love could be real
I'd be eternally faithfull
Forever I'd feel
So I cry and nobody hears me
I cry,it's my only solution
I cry,to all this confusion
I cry, with all of my heart
I cry…

No one can tell me that I may be wrong
'Cause I know in my heart
This feeling's still burning strong
Can't get you out of my head
Can't get you out of my heart
Can't get you out of my life
No matter if we're apart
So I cry and nobody hears me
I cry,it's my only solution
I cry,to all this confusion
I cry, with all of my heart
I cry…

And nobody hears me
I cry,it's my only solution
I cry,to all this confusion
I cry, with all of my heart
I cry…

Saturday, January 10, 2009

Todae is another boring dae for mi...
Slacking at home again...
Ytd goes out till midnithe den cai reach home.
Was kinda tired.
But duno y i can't get to slp.

Was thinkin of lots of things.....Relationship and friendship matters...
Duno why, feel kinda stress when think abt those things...
I dun wan to hurt anyone...But the more i dun hurt them...the more stress i m..
Duno how:(

I feel like a playgal...though i hate those pple who call mi that..
But when i think back...It is quite true..Coz i m realli a playgal...
I realli hate myself for hurtin all those guys...
But it's beyond my control...
Sometymes, i realli feel like a bad gal...
keep hurting everyone ard mi...
If there wasn't mi...
Mayb all those guys whom i hurt won't be so miserable now..
I hate Playals...but .....i m no difference from them...

Haizzzz..
Realli stress....
write till here le...
2ml den continue...

Friday, January 9, 2009

J-ROCK!!!!!!!!!!!

SUG
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R3ITA
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FIRE-VR
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Confused??

HiHi,
i m back....
Do u all miss mi??
HAHA ( vry thickskin hor??)
Anyway,
Ytd midnithe ard 2plus cai reach home,
very very tired by the tyme i reach home.

Oh yeah, i need to thank someone very special. He is always dere when i need him. He is none other den my best fren cum "kor kor", Tian Seng.
Ytd ard 11plus to 2plus, i wait for him at White Sands Shopping Centre. I ask him reach le call Mi...
Although stand dere n slack quite borin, But he is the onli one who will help his fren when in need..
I m vry grateful to hav him as my fren.
He reach dere at about 2.10am, den everyone was lookin at his car...
Coz his car looks so COOL!!!
Lolxxx....
He drove mi all the way from Pasir ris to my house downstairs.
Den he oso accompany mi go up...coz i plead wif him la...
Lolxx....
Feel bad to trouble him....
So sorri....
But stilll muz say one big THANKS to him....
Lolxx.....

Todae duno wan to attend his 1st course at Tiong Bahru or go Far East wif my fren...
Tian seng say is his 1st course , hope i can attend...He say would drive mi dere and drive mi home....
But duno leh....Coz i gt another appointment...
If u wan to noe where i choose leh...
Den wait till 2ml when i update the latest one ba...
LOL....

I like talk a lot liao...
Need to stop here le...coz i wan to go eat lunch liao...
Lolxx....

Thursday, January 8, 2009

Cya again when i came back from my charlet.

Todae is Fridae morning...
Nver went to sch todae coz taken approved leave...
Lolxxx..
Lter need to go the charlet @ pasir ris again...so sianzzz...
Duno need to stay till wat tyme den can go home.....

Anyway, will update u all more when i come back from the charlet...
Now need to go off le...
cya...all my dear frens..

Wednesday, January 7, 2009

My Happi Dae!!

Wan to changed my blogskin...
but no tyme to changed it..
lolxx....
so so so stress ya...
lots of projects to do...like nver-endin de...
strange sia....
lolxx....

2ml and fridae won't be at home le.....
coz goin charlet...
but i think i oso won't enjoy much de lor...
coz all not my fren except for Alicia..
Lolxxx...
Actualli go dere is becoz of our IPM Project, we need to plan an event for our project..
so that can be considered as a part of our project..
I oso nver contribute dammm much to the project...
And they oso nver update us much
WTF!!

But 2dae i m also quite happy,
coz my best best best fren from Malaysia....Edi...is goin to create a song specially for mi and him...
This is to celebrate our friendship anniversary...HAHAHA
I was realli reallli vry vry happi......2 noe a fren like him....
Whenever i hav troubles or problems...he is always dere for mi...
but dun be mistaken ar.....we r onli frens...the best of frens...
lolxx.....

oh yeah...and hav to mention their names too....
coz they r oso my great frens, "kor" and "mei"....
C carefully if ur name is up here ooo!!!
they r:
- Jaymie, Andy, Ben, Baros, Quan Quan, Roy, Alicia, Yan Ling, Tian Seng, Brandon, May Tian, ZhiGuan, Wilson, Pei Shan, Louis from taiwan, Jason from Malaysia, Kelvin frm KL, Jordan, Eric......

I won't forget u guys....
Keep in touch always...
Lolxxx...
LOv u guys!!!!