Rumours

Todae dammm tired...
But had to go out...
Lolxxx...
So tired oso bo bian..
Lolxxx..

Duno y, goin to graduate, I shld feel more sad...
But i felt more happier instead..
Strange??
I duno leh....
Anw, Nthin to happi abt oso...
Coz mayb Feb want to go find jobs..
Lolxxx..
Coz cannot everytyme sit at home n slack sia...
Lolxxxx...
But.....the problem is....
I duno wan find wat jobs leh...
Sianzzz.....
Still hav to trouble over this thing#$%%@

Recently nver c him ard in sch ....
Duno y....i felt that our communication had decrease...
Y ar???
Can anybdy pls pls tell mi ar??
I noe we can't be lovers...But we still can be frens ...
Or izzit he scared that his fren or my classmates will anyhow spread rumours again??
All these i duno...
But i onli noe....
We could not be like before anymore...

If i knew this would happen,
I won't even start a relationship wif him...
I will wish that we would be like before...
There is Laughter, Secrets shared between us...
Now....
Wat is left is onli a friendly smile...
Haizzz....
Rumours could be quite dangerous sometymes....
So pls stop spreadin RUMOURS!!!
Juz shut the FUCK up!!
Mind ur own business=_=

Let play a quiz...
Rmb oo...Muz reply...esp guys....
Lolxx...

Select a number from the given number which describe us
I will tell u the relation between u & M3

00, 21, 88, 72, 13, 24, 33, 99, 11

lolxxxx

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Most recent de mi=p

Show me the meaning of being lonely - Backstreet Boys

Show me the meaning of being lonely
So many words for the broken heart
Its hard to see in a crimson love
So hard to breathe
Walk with me, and maybe
Nights of light so soon become
Wild and free I could feel the sun
Your every wish will be done
They tell me...
Show me the meaning of being lonely
Is this the feeling I need to walk with
Tell me why I cant be there where you are
Theres something missing in my heart
Life goes on as it never ends
Eyes of stone observe the trends
They never say forever gaze
Guilty roads to an endless love
Theres no control
Are you with me now
Your every wish will be done
They tell me
Show me the meaning of being lonely
Is this the feeling I need to walk with
Tell me why I cant be there where you are
Theres something missing in my heart
Theres nowhere to run
I have no place to go
Surrender my heart, body and soul
How can it be youre asking me to feel the things you never show
You are missing in my heart
Tell me why I cant be there where you are
Show me the meaning of being lonely
Is this the feeling I need to walk with
Tell me why I cant be there where you are
Theres something missing in my heart

Sometimes - Britney Spears

you tell me you're in love with me
like you can't take your pretty eyes away from me
it's not that I don't want to stay
but evertime you come to close I move away
I wanna believe in everything that you say
cause it sounds so good
but if you really want me
move it slow
there's things about me you'll just have to know
sometimes I run
sometimes I hide
sometimes I'm scared of you
but all I really want is to hold you tight
treat you right
be with you day and night
baby all I need is time
I don't want to be so shy
uh-uh
but everytime that I'm alone I wonder why
I hope that you will wait for me
you see that you're the only one for me
I wanna believe in everything that you say
cause it sounds so good
but if you really want me
move it slow
there's things about me you'll just have to know
sometimes I run (sometimes)
sometimes I hide
sometimes I'm scared of you
but all I really want is to hold you tight
treat you right
be with you day and night
All I really want is to hold you tight
treat you right
be with you day and night
baby all I need is time
just hang around and you'll see
there's no one that I rather be
if you love me
trust in me
the way I trust in you
oh yeah
sometimes I run (sometimes)
sometimes I hide
sometimes I'm scared of you
but all I really want is to hold you tight
(hold ya tight)
treat you right
be with you day and night (day and night)
sometimes I run (sometimes)
sometimes I hide
sometimes I'm scared of you
but all I really want is to hold you tight
treat you right
be with you day and night (day and night)
all I really want is to hold you tight
be with you day and night
sometimes I run (sometimes)
Sometimes I hide
sometimes I'm scared of you
but I really want is to hold you tight

Todae juz upload a photo in my blog..
U all gt c??
Lolxx..
Lame sia..so big..of coz u all can c la..
lolxxx

Feelin angry inside mi..
My best buddies ignored mi....My sis get bullied by her classmates
Is this the life a gd person??
I realli duno..
When i c my mei get bullied...i m so sad...
I wan her to be happi..
Y those pple keep on bullyin her..??
F**K TO THM SIA..

Den my close fren...y did he stay away frm mi??
Do frendship last onli this long??
Haizz..
Realli Realli vry sad...
But there isn't anyone i could talk to..
Sometymes..i feel like dyin...

So many problems..
Y ar???????
Y everything need mi to decide...???
Y???????

How am i supposed to gif him an ans??
Izzit over between us???
I duno...
My mind in a mess..

MI AND MYSELF

MI =P

Problemss..

Ytd went to sengkang void deck there and slack wif one of my fren cum kor kor...
We were chatting abt lots of things..Duno y, i can easily communicate wif him..
He realli feels like a kor kor to mi...
Lolxx...
He is a gd guy, givin mi lots of advice to my problems...
Realli like him lots....(Dun be mistaken ar, like him as in he is my kor kor)
Lolxxx
Thnks 2 him 4 accompany mi this 2 dae...

Den now slacking in sch lor,
realli realli sianzz lor...
Gt this guy keeps askin mi go his house...
Still wan to help mi pay taxi fares...
Better dun go, duno him so well oso...

He keeps on expressin his love to mi ....i vry ugly de...duno y he like??
Strange.....strange...
N it is realli vry stressful when someone say they like u,...
Coz it is hard 4 u to make a decision...
I realli duno how to ans him...
ARGHHH!!!!!

dun think le la...
sianzz....

MiYaVi


Viored Nagi


HiRoTo

Angry and confused...Heart in a mess!!

Staying in sch de student hub todae after lesson...
Lucky the lesson end le...
den i can blog..

So angry in sch todae...
My classmates are so sickening "F***" lor...
Teacher ask them to lend mi n one of my fren a Laptop to present or powerpt project..
but the whole class.....none of them is keen to lend us...
say wat our thumbdrive gt virus...
they themselves cai gt virus lor...
is BIG BIG VIRUS lor...
WTF!!

Dun lend jiu dun lend lor...
dun think they can afford to buy laptop ...they vry high class....
such an IDIOTIC class....I realli hate to be in the same class as them...
Y doesn't my dae look fine to mi??
Wanted to talk to someone...but realli dun hav...
Onli can keep it in my heart...
Everything that we do is like wrong de...
Feel like givin up everything...
coz it is realli too much for mi to handle...

Juz now a guy express his feeling to mi...
but i canot accept him...
coz to be exact..i think i gt bf le...
y think?? coz i duno izzit considered officially anot...
Haizzz..
but even if it is official...i oso won't be happi at all...
Juz that that guy will be happi...
he happi jiu hao le...

But am i doin the rithe thing??
I duno...
I juz dun wish to hurt another guy le...
coz i dun wan them to be like my ex ex ex bf, KH
If can turn back tyme...
I hoped i won't met KH
at least like that he now still can be vry happi...
I realli hurt him vry vry deep...
juz wanted to say sorri to him...
realli vry sorry...
hoped he can be happi now....

KaYpo, Bastard and F***KER...I wan to say this to u all..GND!!

Now in sch...student hub..
so sianzz...
coz slackin here...
Y everdae oso like slackin de ....Sianz lor...

Todae saw my sis's classmates in student hub oso...
I realllllllllli dislike them,
Coz i find them vry Kaypo and they r the kind who will go n chat wif fren's bf de gals...
So F***Kin Shit lor!!!
Last tyme they oso gt aDD my ex in friendster...den keep on posting comments to him...
This i juz let it pass....Who noe they even aDD him in MSN!!
WTH!! Who the hell they are to aDD my ex in MSN...
Vry vry KAYPO lor...
Nver seen such a KAYPO before...
and is not one...Is three....
That makes it even more worse...

One of them aDD my mei's ex in friendster...
Den after my mei and her ex break up, this KayPo Kia go n send lots of testi to my mei's ex to sort of "console" him...
WTH!!
Gt bf le still such a flirt gal...
N my mei's ex oso is a bastard lor...
Scold my mei bitch ...den criticise my fren....
He think he vry handsome meh...
He is the most most ugliest person i seen on earth lor...
Rotten Egg
His fren...that F***KIN Gal oso la...
2 person go n rot la...
All is BADDI3S lor...

Write till here le...
will update u all more..
Lolxx...

I Cry - Chika Yuuri

I Cry - Chika Yuuri

Every night I find it's so hard to sleep
'Cause I keep thinking of you
And these feelings run deep
Oh baby Itry to hide
All these feelings for you
I keep them battled inside
I don't know what else to do
So I cry and nobody hears me
I cry,it's my only solution
I cry,to all this confusion
I cry, with all of my heart
I cry…

Sometimes I wonder
In the blink of my eye
Would you be willing to love me
Would you give it a try
I don't know how else to show you
That our love could be real
I'd be eternally faithfull
Forever I'd feel
So I cry and nobody hears me
I cry,it's my only solution
I cry,to all this confusion
I cry, with all of my heart
I cry…

No one can tell me that I may be wrong
'Cause I know in my heart
This feeling's still burning strong
Can't get you out of my head
Can't get you out of my heart
Can't get you out of my life
No matter if we're apart
So I cry and nobody hears me
I cry,it's my only solution
I cry,to all this confusion
I cry, with all of my heart
I cry…

And nobody hears me
I cry,it's my only solution
I cry,to all this confusion
I cry, with all of my heart
I cry…

Todae is another boring dae for mi...
Slacking at home again...
Ytd goes out till midnithe den cai reach home.
Was kinda tired.
But duno y i can't get to slp.

Was thinkin of lots of things.....Relationship and friendship matters...
Duno why, feel kinda stress when think abt those things...
I dun wan to hurt anyone...But the more i dun hurt them...the more stress i m..
Duno how:(

I feel like a playgal...though i hate those pple who call mi that..
But when i think back...It is quite true..Coz i m realli a playgal...
I realli hate myself for hurtin all those guys...
But it's beyond my control...
Sometymes, i realli feel like a bad gal...
keep hurting everyone ard mi...
If there wasn't mi...
Mayb all those guys whom i hurt won't be so miserable now..
I hate Playals...but .....i m no difference from them...

Haizzzz..
Realli stress....
write till here le...
2ml den continue...

SUG


R3ITA


FIRE-VR

Confused??

HiHi,
i m back....
Do u all miss mi??
HAHA ( vry thickskin hor??)
Anyway,
Ytd midnithe ard 2plus cai reach home,
very very tired by the tyme i reach home.

Oh yeah, i need to thank someone very special. He is always dere when i need him. He is none other den my best fren cum "kor kor", Tian Seng.
Ytd ard 11plus to 2plus, i wait for him at White Sands Shopping Centre. I ask him reach le call Mi...
Although stand dere n slack quite borin, But he is the onli one who will help his fren when in need..
I m vry grateful to hav him as my fren.
He reach dere at about 2.10am, den everyone was lookin at his car...
Coz his car looks so COOL!!!
Lolxxx....
He drove mi all the way from Pasir ris to my house downstairs.
Den he oso accompany mi go up...coz i plead wif him la...
Lolxx....
Feel bad to trouble him....
So sorri....
But stilll muz say one big THANKS to him....
Lolxx.....

Todae duno wan to attend his 1st course at Tiong Bahru or go Far East wif my fren...
Tian seng say is his 1st course , hope i can attend...He say would drive mi dere and drive mi home....
But duno leh....Coz i gt another appointment...
If u wan to noe where i choose leh...
Den wait till 2ml when i update the latest one ba...
LOL....

I like talk a lot liao...
Need to stop here le...coz i wan to go eat lunch liao...
Lolxx....

Cya again when i came back from my charlet.

Todae is Fridae morning...
Nver went to sch todae coz taken approved leave...
Lolxxx..
Lter need to go the charlet @ pasir ris again...so sianzzz...
Duno need to stay till wat tyme den can go home.....

Anyway, will update u all more when i come back from the charlet...
Now need to go off le...
cya...all my dear frens..

My Happi Dae!!

Wan to changed my blogskin...
but no tyme to changed it..
lolxx....
so so so stress ya...
lots of projects to do...like nver-endin de...
strange sia....
lolxx....

2ml and fridae won't be at home le.....
coz goin charlet...
but i think i oso won't enjoy much de lor...
coz all not my fren except for Alicia..
Lolxxx...
Actualli go dere is becoz of our IPM Project, we need to plan an event for our project..
so that can be considered as a part of our project..
I oso nver contribute dammm much to the project...
And they oso nver update us much
WTF!!

But 2dae i m also quite happy,
coz my best best best fren from Malaysia....Edi...is goin to create a song specially for mi and him...
This is to celebrate our friendship anniversary...HAHAHA
I was realli reallli vry vry happi......2 noe a fren like him....
Whenever i hav troubles or problems...he is always dere for mi...
but dun be mistaken ar.....we r onli frens...the best of frens...
lolxx.....

oh yeah...and hav to mention their names too....
coz they r oso my great frens, "kor" and "mei"....
C carefully if ur name is up here ooo!!!
they r:
- Jaymie, Andy, Ben, Baros, Quan Quan, Roy, Alicia, Yan Ling, Tian Seng, Brandon, May Tian, ZhiGuan, Wilson, Pei Shan, Louis from taiwan, Jason from Malaysia, Kelvin frm KL, Jordan, Eric......

I won't forget u guys....
Keep in touch always...
Lolxxx...
LOv u guys!!!!